Brain...less

For reasons unknown to me my brain just has not been functioning the right way. It's sort of sluggish. I feel like I'm wading through molasses or something. I don't want to do anything that requires thinking. Or activity.

I've had many days where I arrived at my office or home and have no recollection of how I got there. Just the other day I was going through my normal routine that I always do when I get in the car to drive somewhere. I usually put my phone in the cup holder so it's readily available but on that particular day I was ON the phone talking yet I continued to rifle through my purse looking for the phone! I was holding the dang phone yet I was looking for it! Brainless!!!

There are a multitude of chores I need to do at home and yet every day when I go home, all those plans fly right out the window. The things I need to do are snowballing on me and rather than chip away at my list one thing at a time I either ignore them completely or try to do 10 things at once and never finish anything.

The longer I put off stuff, the worse my mind gets. I think it's because my brain is so full of thoughts, the pathways are clogged and nothing is getting through. I've got to do something quick because in a week I'll celebrate my 50th birthday and that's way too young to have dementia. Isn't it? I can't remember right now.